Mr Eligible Bachelor

CONGRATULATIONS SINGAPORE AND MAN UTD

2007-02-05T10:23:00.000+08:00

Yeah, finally after a month i am making a comeback here in my blog. Thank you thank you, no need for the clap. (Wave hands)
Speaking of claps, please put your hands together for the Singapore Lions, who bravely fought their guts out to defend their title crown. They are the ASEAN champions, again, after beating Thailand 3-2 on aggregate. My heart practically raced its butts throughout the match where the Thais seemingly held the possession for most of the time. Imagine 90% of the match the Thais control the game and the lions played like F***. Surely not a standard of an "ASEAN champ's" calibre. But hell, the Lions still managed to win thanks to Amri's superb solo. His run to the box and a fierce drive into the goal sent the whole of my block into ruptures. Shouts of goal!!! can be heard. It was madness for a while in Bukit Panjang. Seeing his shot remind me of my soccer-playing days where i always score the winning goal for my team. Shoot right at the keeper's face. Haha. If you guys don't believe, just ask my former Blucisive team mates.
And lastly congratulations to Manchester United for impressively beating Spurs 4-0. They, surely are the champions and will be the champions come this May. Thanks to Terence for the news.
Till then, Firdaus signing out. OUT.

Happy New Year and Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha

2006-12-31T02:48:00.000+08:00

Goodbye 2006
Its gonna be 2007, and what a year 2006 has been. It is the last ever year that I’m calling myself a TEENager. Well, I’m an adult now. I’m gonna start acting like 20 year-olds.
Anyway 2006 was a year so many things happened. Here are some highs and lows:

Highs:
1) I graduated from ITE West Clementi with the Higher NITEC. Within weeks, I was accepted in Republic Polytechnic. This was probably my biggest achievement this year.
2) First overseas trip with the Musketeers to Kuala Lumpur. Bangkok is the next trip in 2007.
3) Highlighted my hair for the first time. Actually this year alone, I can’t remember how many times my hair changed. From this color to that color, from this style to that style.

Lows:
1) I was dumped and all heartbroken for the first time in my life. This was probably the biggest upset this year.
2) France lost in the world cup final. My favorite team has never won when I want them to. Remember Zidane’s head butt?
3) Had my first ever accident on a bike.

Hello 2007
I ain’t gonna talk about new year’s resolution cos I don’t want to disappoint myself if things don’t go my way. Past year’s resolutions made was not always met so I’ll cut all the what-I-want-to-achieve-next-year crap. It’s better to talk about something after you’ve finally achieve it. I’ll just gonna prove to others my worth by showing them what I’m made of. You’ll see.

Happy New Year and Selamat Hari Raya people.

Boring holidays

2006-12-09T19:14:00.000+08:00

Had a great dinner at Chicago’s Steakhouse over Cathay Cineleisure for my good friend’s so-called last dinner on Thursday. His NS is unfortunately starting this Saturday. Pity him. Anyway there was only the two of us (Mail and me, Roy couldn’t attend), and we ordered quite a big meal which was rightfully meant for three, so just imagine how full we were after the meal. Lamb and Salmon, and the humongous BBQ ribs (similar to Cartel’s St Louis except it’s not pork). Sounds nice huh? Well it was okay, filling and satisfying, and the taste was not so bad. Just 2 things that were not okay: 10% service charge and 5% GST. But hey I’m a typical Singaporean. Act high class, but don’t want to pay.

After the meal, we went for some pool over Park Lane and also met up with Darren. Darren is a friend of Mail, and I used to work with him during those Raffles Hotel days, so that makes him a friend and ex-colleague too. Hmm it’s complicated lah. Had a few games till the place was virtually quiet and damn dark. It felt strange playing pool with your table the only one lighted up and the rest of those 20-plus tables empty. Scary! Scawy! (Read: Raje) But who’s stupid enough to have a pool game in the middle of a Thursday night? Unless of course, if it’s us. But hell, we continued playing even though it was seemingly lifeless in that pool place. We switched on our MP3 and blast the music throughout the whole place and of course sang loudly. “Make the place like our father place like that.” Haha. It was fun. It felt like playing at the comfort of our home.

The term break has officially started but I still don’t know how to spend it. Those plans I’ve made are just summer winds or fart or I don’t know what you call it. Plans that are made just to be called plans in the end? Haizzz boring.

Holidays holidays

2006-12-02T17:07:00.000+08:00

The term break is here! Finally. No more torturous wake-up call at 630am for school. No more dreaded-sleepy journey in 963 and sardine-packed 169. No stupid PBL (Problem-Based Learning for your info, sounds nice but in fact it is stupid). No Science and Math, which has nothing to do with my course. No really-stupid RJs. For a month, at least. To be honest, I did not learn anything in school. Simply because it is self-learning. Sometimes stupidity gains in this world. And in this case, the whole system is stupid.

It is now time for module selection for next semester. And the funny thing here is, there is no choice at all! You cannot even select what you want to learn for next semester. Then why the hell do you call it module SELECTION?! Here stupidity plays its part again. (Shakes head)
The reason I am staying is just that I do not want to let my parents down. But what the heck, it is the holidays man. Talk about school? RP for that matter? No thanks.

I just hope that the class chalet, the trip to Batam/Bintan, the Star-Cruise holiday, and the KL trip are not cancelled. Those were the plans that my classmates and me came up with, and I’m deeply hoping that it will go on as planned. Please save my holiday!

I cannot wait for my Blucisive reunion on the 15th. (If the booking goes well lah.) It has been a while since I hangout and played with my football Kakis. We used to play football almost every week during those secondary school days when I was still slim and goal-hungry (I used to score 3-6 goals in a competitive match). But I am a veteran now; my legs cannot carry itself much. Hehe, I love self-compliment.
Anyway the reunion will be played on The Cage, Kallang. The cool thing is The Cage comes with turf flooring, a private locker room/toilet where balls and bibs will also be provided. Rain or shine the game still goes on. Cool huh? Cannot wait man! But what is not cool is it is 180 bucks for 2 hours of play! Expensive man! Guys, $15 please!

I just hope this time round my holidays would not be a bore like it has always been. I hope.

(I’m missing you so much. I really do. Hope you’re doing fine.)

2006-11-24T12:26:00.000+08:00

Take it all away

Is taking away my life worth it? My life has no meaning now. Everything seems so wrong. Every single bit of thing that’s got to do with my life is all wrong. Everything is turning its back on me. I really don’t know what my life is for.

I’ve worked hard in my life. But it seems that it’s never ending. Seems that the world is evolving around the very same thing. I’ve worked hard on something to find that I’ll be working even harder. Or even worse, that something or someone will turn its back on me despite everything I’ve done. If life is this, then it is so predictable. If you are born with hardship, most probably you’ll die with it. So what for go through life if you knew hardship will only come your way?

As I’m writing now, lightning started to flash around where I’m sitting. Maybe god is unhappy with what I said. But I’m really at the edge of nowhere. I don’t know what to do, where to start. People might say I’m still young, but I think I’ve seen a lot of what the world has offered me. I know what hardship means. I know how it feels to be cheated. I know how it feels to be neglected. I’ve had everything that’s bad in this world. I’ve been patient all my life.

There are just so many problems. I can’t take it anymore.

Maybe I should just stop being the good guy, be a bad guy instead. Leave all problems as it is. Never solve them. Leave them hanging. Because there’s never a reward for being good. I don’t care what you all will say. I don’t care anymore.

Picture Paints a Thousand Words

2006-11-10T14:03:00.000+08:00

Picture paints a thousand words

Hey guys i'm back. I guess i have too much to say now, it's been a while since i last blog. And i'm too lazy to type too much. So posting pictures is better. It is not only faster and easier, it paints more words and meaning. There goes the saying: Picture paints a thousand words.

Recently, i went out for dinner with two of my ITE buddies. Azroy said to me, you don't miss that person till he or she is not there. Well that is so surprising coming from him, but i somehow agree. I kinda miss my ITE days where fun is an everyday thing. Now, everyone has moved on with their lives, and my friend here, Ismail (he's the most HANDSOME guy in those pictures), is going for his National Service in December. So gonna miss his lame jokes. So these pictures below will be his last days of freedom. Can't wait to see him get rid of his "Sarajambo tail" and await his coming soon new-look botak.

I'm joining an Amazing Race with my classmates soon. Any advice on how to cheat in a race? I'm desperate to win lah.
Till then, see you guys around.

2006-09-28T15:08:00.000+08:00

Oh yah, and i just remembered. This morning my ex-classmates came to my new class and create one big havoc. Damn you guys man. Damn you Razi, Rayvin, Tengyu, Jordan, Eeqa and Vila. May you all live in hell! Hahaha.

They did one of the most embarrassing thing ever. Coming into my class and telling the whole class that im gay. Which is not true lah of course. I can't explain how paiseyy i was man. What an impression. Now my new class thinks i'm gay. Damn. Where should i put my face? Maybe at your nugget, Tengyu? Muahhahahaha.

My most singlish entry ever

2006-09-28T14:04:00.000+08:00

W24R....What can i say about this class? Been a few days only, so i don't know my new classmates yet. But so far, they're okay. My class is so Singapore indeed. Chinese, malay, indian, eurasian, chinese-indian, myanmarese. All have. Except Ang Moh lah. Hehe. Anyway, i'm really looking forward to getting to know the class better. Raje's a joker, smiling always. You know when people have this kind of face: want to laugh but don't want to laugh. Raje have that face. Haha. Richelle called herself my sister. Which i don't know why. Jarel called me a Malaysian, just because i stay in the west area. What the hell bro, that's bias. Terence the liverpool fan, my rival, cos i'm a Man Utd fan. Red devils!! IIda the laughing "jukebox". Say a bit, laugh. Talk a bit, laugh. Li Keng the Auntie. Hmm haiyah i don't think i'll be talking about each and everyone. Till here. I think i'm lazy to write lah.

P.S. Just because you're older than me, doesn't mean you are better than me. When i reach your age, i'm gonna beat you i every way. Take my word for it. Future is all that matters bro, not the present.

Boring boring..

2006-09-19T22:19:00.000+08:00

Is my blog dead already or what? Haha not yet. Just that I'm too lazy to update. Too many things happened till I've got no mood to share. But since im starting school already, i want to start a new chapter. No more outdated blog. No more lazy Firdaus. Wake up Firdaus, wake up. I'll be meeting new people so I don't want to introduce them to my outdated blog of course. I better get things started now. Here's how my holidays were spent:

Been hanging out with my cartelian brothers during the holidays. Not surprisingly, 'cause i've been working for like, everyday? So the people i see and work with everyday is the same people i go out with. Eric, Rosdi, Koko, Jackie. Just that Najib is nowhere. Watch movies, sheesha, eat, soccer. They are becoming like my brothers already. All thanks to them my holiday is not a bore.

Other than that, all else is just staying at home and rot. What a waste of holiday. Wish i could have a longer holiday, to spend with my loved ones. I miss them.

2006-08-14T13:30:00.000+08:00

Jaztzen cheated me of a few hundred dollars just for its dye-cut-highlight-treatment services. You would have expected more if you are paying so much, and i thought i would have a new-looking hair altogether. But my hair still looks the same, damn. Though Ina said i look like Shah, the Anugerah Skrin guy, which is a compliment, i'm still unhappy with my hair. I think it look like dry grass. Haha.

2006-08-09T13:02:00.000+08:00

Adam Sandler gave an award-winning performance in the movie “Click”. It’s worth the “cabot” from class. Hehe. Yes, my classmates and I escaped the clutches of KANNAsai’s math class just to watch Click (half the class actually, the rest got no balls). And its worth the time and money, ‘cause I got to see uncles like Tengyu and Wei Xiang cry. Aww you people are crybabies. Not only them, Eeqa, Razi and Jordan joined in the crying fiesta. Haha. Come on people, it’s just a movie. But anyway it is a must-catch one I should say. Romance, comedy, family values all roll into one. But just don’t watch it at Cathay Causeway Point, ‘cause my neck still hurts thanks to the perfect architecture and placing of the screen in the cinema.

By the way, I’ll like to wish both Razin Zaedan and Singapore Happy Birthday.

2006-08-07T11:04:00.000+08:00

Here's what I planned for the month of August:
The term break is nearing and I’ve got lots of time to spare.

1) Continue my pursue for Class 3 License (the last time I went for a Basic test was last year.). That means you'll get to see me at BBDC often, if not everyday then every week.
2) Forgo my plan to watch Aug 9's fireworks at the Esplanade (it's an annual thing for me you see.). But I think I’ll forget about it this year 'cause I want to work. Money above everything else.
3) Shop for a pair of casual white shoes, a stripped white polo-tee, more belts, a black blazer, a polkadot top from zara, and a brown/black adidas bag. Despite Qil's advice on financial planning. 4) Get myself a haircut from Reds (Got a 10% discount from RPVantage).
5) Go for gym training to gain my strength and stamina back. 3 years was all it took for me to have a belly now.

But what-the-hell, maybe it's unrealistic to accomplish everything in just a month. Just my wild imagination I guess.

Anyway, this morning I was at McDonald's. A stupid gay crew there winked at me. I felt so disgusted I wanted to puke. I don't know why I always attract gays. Help! Someone please tell the whole world for me that I’m not gay! #$@%^*&()

2006-08-02T10:16:00.000+08:00

Fast & Furious: Tokyo Drift
Just watched Tokyo Drift last night and i'll say its one heck of a show. Plus, i think it's the best movie i've watched so far this year, behind X Men 3. The race, the drift, the nos, the sound of the engines, and how they coordinate the e-brake and stuff, blew my mind man. I will watch it again soon. You guys should catch it. By the way, Mazda's RX8 is my dream car. But then Singapore cannot race lehh..Haha.

W14Q
3 more weeks and finally the semester's over and the 4-week term break. No more 2006's version of W14Q. Anyway i'm looking forward to the class chalet in August. It will be the last time the class wil be together.

Johore Bahru
Qil, my twin just asked me to accompany him to JB to fill up his tank. Well remembering the time i got robbed there and adding my fear of bikes, I have second thoughts. But till when do i have to live in my fear?

Life
Regards to Nad's opinion regarding my entries which is always about my "dull" life, it finally open up my mind to go out there and get a life. I should leave the past behind, its the present and future that matters. Dreaming doesn't get me anywhere, let actions prevail. I will change.

2006-07-30T21:31:00.000+08:00

I Know, I Know
It takes support, understanding, trust, money, good looks, good family background, good character, and good social life for a guy to be in a serious relationship. So guys, listen to this.

Being supportive to your partner is the most essential part in a relationship. It is a backbone.

Good understanding between partners lead to no stupid accusations in future.

Without trust there is no security.

Money is the answer to all problems.

This is is an extra package. With good looks, your partner would not turn their attention to somewhere else.

If you have a loving family, most likely it would follow you till the day you have your own.

Who don't like a kind, caring and a loving person?

And if you're loud in a society, you wouldn't have problems communicating with someone you hardly know or even someone you don't know. Your partner's friends, colleagues and family will love you for that.
And when your partner doesn't want to be disturbed, you can easily find someone else to take up your time. It's good to be sociable.

Guys, don't be in love if you don't have any of those qualities. Trust me.

2006-07-28T11:50:00.000+08:00

First Date
I just read Yann's blog where she mentioned first date. The butterflies in the stomach and everything, is so true. Well, that struck a softer side of me to suddenly smile(i usually don't smile to myself), remembering everything that happened on that memorable day. All i could say is it was a sweet, sweet day. I just wished i could relive every bit of it.

Do you remember what happened during your first date?

W14Q
I know something is going on in my class that i'm sure everyone doesn't. It involved 3 people whom i do not wished to mention. One is always seeking attention from another,while the third one is jealous. I know, i can see it in their faces. Its very clear. So bitchy. People oh people, jealousy can kill love, why not friendship?

2006-07-22T12:35:00.000+08:00

I think there's a possibility that I will be a school dropout or, I will have to repeat two or three modules in my second year. I hope the module chairman will somehow side on me and give me face or something?

Anyway, I've been absent for school for I don't-know-how-many-times already. And my grades for all the module aren't that good either. Furthermore, there's only 4 weeks before the semester ends, so there's not much time to improve and catch up too. I've been getting Ds and Cs. I'm dead man.

Not that i want to complain, but i'm just exhausted with work and school. And the stress of money and family just adds up to my woes. I assure you, it's really hard to be me.

2006-07-17T10:37:00.000+08:00

My classmates has been bugging me to take them to Little India for the gigantic thosai. Okay guys, being the good guy i am, i will take you all there on Wednesday. Just keep an empty stomach ok? Its really big..

Anyway, got so many things to look forward to. Here's what i planned to do before 2006 ends.

1) Get a Creative Zen V Plus MP3 player that's worth $220
2) Get a Motorola V3i worth $500
2) Get a Class 3 License worth $1500
3) Get my very first Visa and Master worth $500 each
4) Genting trip with the Musketeers Production worth $300
6) Colour my hair, highlight maybe? That's $100

Money money money.

2006-07-17T10:29:00.000+08:00

Edited my blog.
Welcome to my new life.
A greener, happier life.
People want me to get a life.
Here it is.
My new beginning.

What i want

2006-07-14T12:45:00.000+08:00

My kind of girl:

-Have arabian blood (so that they'll have those exotic look!).
-Fair-skinned (uuuhh i like!).
-weighs 55 kg (so that i can carry her!).
-is 156-160 cm tall (so that my lips can kiss her forehead when we meet each time!).
-Soft-hairred,shoulder-length (uhh sexy!)
-32B-28-33 (gorgeous!)
-arrogant-lookin (makes them so elegant!)
-non-minah (no offence to my own race)
-fashionable
-faithful

Bike no more...really

2006-06-23T01:34:00.000+08:00

We escaped death.
It was something i think i won't forget for the rest of my life.
This afternoon qil and me crashed on the road. It was raining. His bike skidded across the white line and we both fell. It was in the middle of the road.

The bike landed on qil's right leg. It all happened in a second. All i remembered was my head(luckily there's a helmet on) and arms hit a car which stopped right beside us. Phew! Mind you, it's right after the expressway(BKE exit into Bukit Panjang) and you would have expect all the cars to be speeding there. Luckily again, all the vehicles were moving slowly. I wouldn't want to imagine if those cars were moving real fast while we're bothflat on the floor.

After the crash qil lay motionless on the road. I was damn panic. I thought something really bad happened to him.But i quickly stood up and saw his legs shaking. He was holding his legs in pain and i carried him to safety. Luckily he was alright. Then i quickly pushed his bike to the side, with help of some strangers who stopped their cars just to help us. I'm really grateful to them.
After everything had cleared, his bike was in a bad state. His rear mirror broke and the front had kinda movedout of position. Those gona need some repairs. But not to worry, we're still in a good shape.

I can't help but feel guilty for everything. It wouldn't have happened if i didn't ask a favour from qil. He would have gone home safely. I'm so sorry bro.

Overall it just reminds me of those childhood years when i fell from my bicycle. It was a minor one. Luckily.

2006-06-19T10:33:00.000+08:00

Got this from Sabby's blog.
I just felt like answering.

You can only say YES or NO or maybe so.**
You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone comments and asks!
1. Taken a picture naked? NO
2. Painted your room? YES
3. Made out with a member of the same sex? NO
4. Drove a car? NO
5. Danced in front of your mirror? YES
6. Had a crush? YES
7. Been dumped? YES
8. Stole money from friend? NO
9. Gotten in a car with people you just met? YES
10. Been in a fist fight? YES
11. Snuck out of your house? YES
12. Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back? YES
13. Been arrested? YES
14. Made out with a stranger? NO
15. Met up with a member of the opposite sex somewhere? YES
16. Left your house without telling your parents? YES
17. Had a crush on your neighbour? YES
18. Ditched school to do something more fun? YES
19. Slept in a bed with a member of the same sex? YES
20. Seen someone die? NO
21. Been on a plane? YES
22. Kissed a picture? YES
23. Slept in until 3PM? YES
24. Love or miss someone right now? YES
25. Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by? YES
26. Made a snow angel? NO
27. Played dress up? YES
28. Cheated while playing a game? YES
29. Been lonely? YES
30. Fallen asleep at work/school? YES
31. Been to a club? YES
32. Felt an earthquake? NO
33. Touched a snake? NO
34. Ran a red light? NO
35. Been suspended from school? NO
36. Had detention? NO
37. Been in a car accident? NO
38. Hated the way you look? YES
39. Witnessed a crime? YES
40. Pole danced? YES
41. Been lost? YES
42. Been to the opposite side of the country? YES
43. Felt like dying? YES
44. Cried yourself to sleep? YES
45. Sang karaoke? YES
46. Sucked your thumb? YES
47. Done something you told yourself you wouldn't do? YES
48. Laughed till some kind of beverage came out of your nose? YES
49. Caught a snowflake on your tongue? NO
50. Kissed in the rain? NO
51. Sing in the shower? YES
52. Made out in a park? YES
53. Had a dream that you married someone? YES
54. Glued your hand to something? YES
55. Got your tongue stuck to a flag pole? NO
56. Ever gone to school partially naked? NO
57. Been a cheerleader? NO
58. Sat on a roof top? YES
59. Didn't take a shower for a week? NO
60. Ever too scared to watch scary movies alone? NO
61. Played chicken? YES
62. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? NO
63. Been told you're hot by a complete stranger? YES
64. Broken a bone? YES
65. Been easily amused? YES
66. Laugh so hard you cry? YES
67. Mooned/flashed someone? NO
68. Cheated on a test? YES
69. Forgotten someone's name? YES
70. Slept naked? YES
71. Gone skinny dipping in a pool? NO
72. Performed on stage? YES
73. Blacked out from drinking? NO
74. Played a prank on someone? YES
75. Gone to a late night movie? YES
76. Made love to anything not human? NO
77. Failed a class? YES
78. Choked on something you're not supposed to eat? NO
79. Played an instrument for more than 10 hours? NO
80. Cheated on a girl/boyfriend? NO
81. Did you celebrate the 4th of July? NO
82. Thrown strange objects? YES
83. Felt like killing someone? YES
84. Thought about running away? NO
85. Ran away? NO
86. Did drugs? NO
87. Had detention and not attend it? NO
88. Dumped anyone? NO
89. Made a parent cry? YES
90. Cried over someone? YES
91. Owned more than 5 sharpies? NO
92. Dated someone more than once? NO
93. Have/had a dog? NO
94. Own an instrument? YES
95. Been in a band? YES
96. Drank 25 sodas in a day? NO
97. Broken a cd? NO
98. Shot a gun? YES
99. Dated a married person of the opposite sex? NO
100. Written a love letter? YES

Shagged.

2006-06-01T10:26:00.000+08:00

Imagine this:
You worked 6 days straight from 7 to 12 every night.
And in the morning you got school from 8 to 5 every weekday.
Right after school you have to rush to workl.
Practically only 4 hours of sleep.
And when you're awake, no rest at all.

What a day yesterday was.

To start off, i was unbelievably punctual for everything. I was punctual for school, exactly 830am when my ass first laid its precious on the chair in class. And i was also damn early for work, 40 minutes early in fact. Surprising.

Great. When i thought i had something to be happy and smile about after achieving punctuality(which is a great achievement for me) , the day ends tragically. Not that tragic to the extent of someone passed away. But its all thanks to work. Last night was exceptionally busy. Customers keep coming in and and out(oops,sounds wrong!), leaving junks of trash plus they ordered food and drinks like no tomorrow, so we kept rushing in and out of the kitchen to serve those damn food. And adding salt to the wound, we were a man short. So me, Hao-Ge, Paul and Jacky worked our guts out, like dog very hungry,you know? Is MSQ becoming Raffles? I really hope it won't. Coz' late night crowd is just not MSQ. And not forgetting, last night was month-end so had to count all the stupid stocks and perpetual. Its just a burden to do closing and complete month-end at the same time. Looking back, i don't want to do it again.

Completely shagged man. Need a massage.

Another pointless entry

2006-05-29T10:21:00.000+08:00

RXZ! I want a RXZ too!!
Damn it Qil, you got a bike first before i do. I'm so damn jealous. Considering you're the youngest among us five, you passed 2B and got a bike first. Damn! But Qil, don't forget, i'm turning 19 first! Haha. I'm evil.

Anyway, when can i ride your bike Qil? Is it still a guy pillion-virgin? Still can't forget the time you shouted my name while you were riding your bike. I thought it was some "mat" caling out to some "minah". Haha. And i'm hoping to get a free bike lesson from you too.

Lastly, ride safely aite Qil? Remember your loved ones. Nadia, your family, and us five musketeers.

Chalet
Calling Five musketeers, Sabarina, Nadia, Liyana, Renny, Yann and Fai. We're planning for a chalet this coming 9th June. Its a one-night only, Friday till Saturday, over East Coast. What you people say?

The Heart
Though starting afresh was the thing i did, things aren't going to be the same again. Things take time. But i'm happy enough at this moment.

2006-05-26T10:27:00.000+08:00

Without me realising, six weeks of school has passed. How fast can it be? Suddenly hey,2007 already!

Okay maybe i'm exaggerating. But anyway this first half of 2006 was hell and new for me. Most moments i've spent was unfamiliar and surprising. One came after another. No time at all for me to breathe some fresh air. Felt stuck, got nowhere to go. Unprepared.

Even now i can still feel the "leftovers". I may look happy, but its the heart that's in pain. I don't know whether im pretending or not, i'm just confused. Very confused.

I really don't know whether those decisions i've made can make me happy. Its hard. Sometimes its too painful. Too painful till i sometimes cry.

That's When I Love You...

2006-05-18T10:46:00.000+08:00

When you have to look away
When you don't have much to say
That's when I love you
I love you, just that way
To hear you stumble when you speak
Or see you walk with two left feet
That's when I love you
I love you, endlessly
And when you're mad cuz you lost a game
Forget Im waiting in the rain
Baby i love you,I love you anyway

Here's my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Thats when i love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn,
The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
When I love you no matter what

So when you turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie it made you cry
Thats when I love you
I love you a little more each time
And when you cant quite match your clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
Thats when I love you
I love you, more than you'll know
And when you forget that we had a date
Or that look that you give when you show up late
Baby I love you, I love you anyway

Here's my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
That's when i love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn,
The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
That's when I love you,
When I love you no matter what
That's when I love you
When nothing baby
Nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn,
The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
That's when I love you,
When I love you no matter what
No matter what

KL Trip

2006-05-17T11:19:00.000+08:00

How do i look? Handsome right?
Our very last moment in KL. The KLCC twin towers and us.
We went to zouk! Only the entrance actually.
Berjaya Times Square is damn BIGGGG!!!
The 3D imax theatre show sucks. What a waste of money.Can you see our grumpy faces? Except farhan's of course.
We had chicken kebab,spaghetti meatballs,lambchop,teriyaki chicken,beef lasagne and beef stew. Yummy!
The Brunch at Secret recipe. Cool place.
Kuala Lumpur's Brokeback.
Eat,eat and eat. Had dunkin donuts,breadtalk's hot chic(halal pork floss) and root beer.
Enjoying my A & W root beer float. Its been years since i last had it.
My first time on the KL LRT.
Our first day in KL.
The key to our suite.
Our "Hotel California".
We are 40 Storeys above ground.
Team Singapore Gold Medalists.
Its a bird! Its a plane! Its the "twins"!
The Queue over at KLCC. A damn long one. But luckily we were second in the line.

Act like one.

2006-05-08T11:09:00.000+08:00

"Him?" "The guy?"
Who are you referrring to?
If its me, then you better start respecting me.
I have a name.

You can call other people "baby" and whatever.
You can easily express your feelings for other people.
I mean, what the hell was that suppose to mean?
Am i a stranger to you.
Were you too embarassed to mention about me?
You don't want people to know you're attached?
Then don't get attached.
If you think i'm wrong, act like one.

Come on, you're the one who say you don't want to make me regret.

Wake up. Please.

2006-05-05T11:20:00.000+08:00

So far life is going well.

My parents are fine. That'll give me less stress at home.

My bro is still in Brunei serving his NS. That'll leave me all the time i want for the television in the main hall. Yay!

The musketeers are stronger than ever.
Mad,Happy B'dae.
Qil,you're CRAB.
Farhan,you disgusting MILF lover.
Firhan,where are you? You're aways busy.
Lastly, guys,i'm damn looking forward to the KL trip next Thursday.

My classmates. They're just crazy.

But heck, i'm stil very very financially unstable. Bleah.

Great Time

2006-04-24T10:03:00.000+08:00

Class of W14Q
Its been a week since i start school in the new Republic Polytechnic Woodlands campus and i was admitted to the class of W14Q. The school's nice, with its new buildings and exquisite design,but somehow relatively small compared to other polys i've been to.

My class,W14Q,is made up of students from different courses. As im a SIT(School of IT) student, the very first thing i did was look out for those coming from the same school. But sadly, there's only a few of them from that school who make up my present class. And its worse knowing im going to be in this class till August, having to split after that. Its like making friends for a few months then have to go our separate ways.

Aniway, my class is a blast. We're great together,quite united i think. We laughed at the slightest thing, made fun of other people,ate out together. In short, we're a happy class although its been only a week. I just hope these happy days last till the day the class split.

The Chalet
The chalet over at Pasir Ris Costa Sands was quite fun. It wasn't as crowded as i expect it to be,since its three person's birthday in one. But i had fun though,with the games and stuff.

Lessons to be learnt.

2006-04-13T12:03:00.000+08:00

My importance in this world: 0%
Importance of everyone else except me: 100%
Don't be too arrogant and stucked up.
Nobody likes arrogance no matter how good-looking you are.

Yahoo!!!!

2006-04-02T22:05:00.000+08:00

GOODBYE JURONG BIRDPARK CANTEEN!
HELLO REPUBLIC POLYTECHNIC!

Some of you must be wondering what on earth I'm talking about here.
What Jurong Birdpark means.
And why Republic polytechnic.
No connection right.

Actually, the Jurong Birdpark I'm talking about here is the canteen I used to frequent at ITE Clementi. If you're a student there, you'll know better what I meant. The tables and chairs which you use to place your food on and sit on during your lunch, is full of bird poo.

And regards to my previous entry,in which i wrote that I've graduated from that school. Now, fresh from graduation, I've been accepted into Republic Poly. School of Info-Comm that is. Diploma in Business Computing.

See the connection?

2 Unforgettable Years

2006-03-22T14:58:00.000+08:00

This may be a bit late, but guess what, I'VE COMPLETED MY COURSE!The agony ended last Monday to everyone's delight, but no celebrations though.Boring. What a way to end 2 years of hell!
Sure it was an unforgettable journey through that 2 years in ITE Clementi.I've met lots of people, from all walks of life. Never did i expectto meet these "wonderful" people that once became a part of my life.Only thosei can remember:

(in ascending order,their lifeline in the school)
Firdaus "Bomb":Forever with his crap and jokes and his TZM bike. One great person.

Ashraf "Gay":An outspoken guy who's very confident. One look u'll think he's a hooligan but actually he's not.He's gay.Hehe.Lives by his hair.

Ismail "sarajambo":The funniest guy around,always a target for my criticism. He was a fish not long ago.Why? Because he was once caught and trapped in a net on a field.

The "roundtable guys":Typical malay guys.Funny always.

Muntazir "Lazy":My partner in crime.Future S'pore Idol.One extremely romantic guy.

Azroy "toyboy":Dennis's best friend.A butch.A bastard.Babe magnet.Haha.

Raszman "step versatile":Best drummer in the school.One curly bastard.Always lets his criticism do the talking.

Faisal "everything president":President in everything,No.1 in everything.But don't blame him,he deserved it.

Dennis "Japanese ghost":Always criticised in everything.Pity him sometimes.

Nadhirah "mum":Big thank you to her for uniting me and the "Gay boys".Always helpful.

Class KC of 2004 and KM of 2005:A rojak.A mix of everything.One unique class indeed.

Fast like lightning.

2006-03-10T02:08:00.000+08:00

I really don't know what to write right now. Everything is like jumbled up in my mind.
So many things happened in a very short amount of time. To sum it up,it was a roller-coaster ride last week. Like a thrilling ride for 5 minutes. In this case, an unforgettable journey in a week. Only god knows how i felt.

From relationship, friends, work, school.

Emotionally, mentally, physically.

Heartbreaks, happiness, confusion.

Sometimes i wonder what it means.
Yes, everything happens for a reason, but what are those reasons?

If only can i know the future, i would choose not to go through whatever happened last week.

Hope

2006-02-24T18:10:00.000+08:00

Hope

Phew! Finally, my Principles of International Commerce CA is over! No more mugging,i guess.
But there's still some unfinished business about this module before i graduate in 2,3 weeks time.
Three more presentations plus report and this module is history.

And here's one more module that is killing me. E- Business Project.
Report: Completed.
Presentation: Incomplete.
Final Website: Completed.
Once presentation is completed on next Wednesday, i can finally stop thinking about ITE and start dreamiong of entering Nanyang Polytechnic to further my studies. Ageing? In life,u never stop learning.

Graduation is so near yet so far. I hope my PPE is successful,been waiting for poly admission for almost 2 years. Hope fate is on my side.

And before i forget,this is my newest blog after the other one(fifiedisastrousfashion.blogspot) sucks big time. Hope this one goes smoothly and i can get more readers of this humble blog.

I hope for many things at this point of time. Including you baby.